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_{"Anxiety makes my heart beat.
Every morning, it asks me a question.
Would i be able to accomplish it well today?
And I tell myself.
I can do it. I can do it.
My heart beat feels faster.
Now, this is the start."

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Congratulation, my Babies (and i NEED help)

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 10:45 AM

_{so MAMA is end, and there are a lot of controversies about those awards this year..
BUT.
you all did work hard and deserve to receive those award no matter what people say.
you know you deserve that: BEST MALE ARTIST and ARTIST OF THE YEAR.
and Jaebeom, or i just need to call you Jay.. did you watch your brothers? did you hear their thoughts? did you know how much they miss you and want you to be there, with them, to receive those award together? C: i bet you know. you had better know..

"If it weren't for Jay Bum, we wouldn't have had gotten this award. Please come back as we will be waiting for you."

"Jay Bum, you're watching this right?"

"Although he isn't here with us, Jay Bum who has been training with me for four years, our LEADER..we want to have this honour with him together here with us."

and my baby, he did smile a bit but he fastly bursted tears like a baby when Taec mentioned you in his speech..
actually, when the ARTIST OF THE YEAR award was announce, Wooyoung just covered his face, kept his head down and shook his body just for crying, me feeling was just.. PHEWWWWWW. my baby, he got an acceptable reason to cry in public, there's no need to hide his feeling anymore. he seems to bottle up many emotions insinde.. and yes, i was crying with him, that's what i can do, sounds like useless right? watching him like this reall is a heartbreak to me. but fortunately, it could relieve his sadness somehow. i wish. C:

as i said, after those controversies about Jay, there was not only Jay has gone, but also my Wooyoung. my goofy Wooyoung, who always smile and play around has gone too. now there's lifeless, depressed Wooyoung left. but whoever he is now, he still be my baby. :C and it hurts me a lot if he keeps being in this mood. :C
please take care of my baby :C, Junsu Nickhun Taecyeon Junho and Chansung, and of course, take care of yourself too. :C

*and so, i had better stop talking about MAMA*

I NEED A LITTLE HELP C:
since i decided to join a challenge at Illustrious Forum this week and i've made 2 entries, and i don't know which is better, so i need you to choose one for me :C.

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